MommysLittleInsomiac

I saw the light leave their eyes As they took their last breath While the last things they saw Were the tears slowly forming Because, at that moment, Reality dawned. I could Never tell them all I had Wanted. All I had needed. The blood was pouring and pooling. I was soaked from the knees down. The one who did this was going to Go through hell. I'll make sure of it. The did this. Not me. They ruined us. But if it wasn't fore me they wouldn't have left. They'd be alive. They'd be happy. They'd be with me. This is my fault. All my fault... I saw their eyes glaze over. I saw their skin turn to grey. I felt their breath slow to a

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After I was showered, I stared into the mirror. Looking at the pale girl that stared back at me. Her white hair was brushed out and pulled over one shoulder. Her black eyes were guarded and cold. Heartless eyes. Her skin was flawless, but she was pale as a ghost. Her eyes were wide, but not innocently so, they told a story none but herself could see. She stepped back and I looked at her entire body. She was short. Frail. Too thin. Pale. This is not how a 17 year old girl should look. Tears welled in my eyes and a lump formed in my throat, I forced them back. I will not cry dammit. I won't. I wrapped a towel around myself and walked back into